They put on an amazing show. I felt the same way there that I did at my last Weezer show. A little let down that most people around me would belt out the lyrics to such shit as "The Moneymaker" and talk to each other when something like 'Wires and Waves' came on. Fucking lame. After leaving MTV on for exactly one half hour, I managed to catch 4 different promotions for Rilo Kiley. Ah well, the end of an era or the start of a new one, I suppose. If they're making music that makes them happy, and they're able to get more exposure this way and make more fans happy in turn, then that's fine.

Here are the videos I took

I still had an awesome time. And maybe it's selfish, but I still get sad when MTV exploits the music I love and runs it aside with the likes of
'A shot at love with Tila Tequila'. Which is just as awful as it sounds.

Devendra tonight though!
More media to come. That man is too sexy to not take pictures of.

I swear there isn't one track on that goddamn album that doesn't remind me of you. The sweet songs, the sad ones, the sexy ones and the ones filled with so much anguish I can hardly listen to it all the way through.

I tried playing one of the songs for you, to see if you could feel it too, but I could tell by the look in your eyes that you weren't listening. Not the vacant look that I've grown accustomed to with prior male friends. No, you're thinking about something that is so over my head that even if you tried your hardest to explain it I'd probably still never understand.
And yet I'm happy to be single, together, with you. Even though at any given time you can pretty much guarantee that we aren't on the same page unless we're in the bedroom.
And even then I'm not entirely sure.

It's wrong for me to have spent the last two years doing the same damn thing over and over with you. Reliving the same arguments in a perpetual loop. But I still have hope that one day you're going to realize that I compliment you where you're lacking and you do the same to me. That maybe one day you'll finally see that we would make one hell of a team. And maybe you'll start to wonder if you do the things you do because we're having sex or if you're starting to fall in love with me too. I hope you come to the same conclusion I did.

I love you.

Sorry, I'll stop now.

old, i know. but golden.

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Seriously, you won't regret it. Trust me!

I'm just not sure anymore.

WHY IS HE SUCH A GOOD ACTOR?!!?

"Nice guys finish last"
It's often true and the "nice guys" can't seem to figure out why. I have a theory though. The super, super nice guys. The ones who plant roses at your feet and are the most accomodating are acting like that for a reason. They're over compensating for what they're lacking. Whether it be looks, charm, wit, or all of the above. Maybe they're just boring and they know it. Now, I'm not talking about those guys who treat you well but every once in a while they poke fun at you and you have to work to get what you want from them. They are still nice guys but not the kind I'm talking about. I'm talking about the boy who will pay for your plane ticket to anywhere just to go on a trip with you. Who will buy you anything you seem remotley interested in. Who will drop everything he is doing to come help you out. Who will answer your phone call at 3am just to come and try to fix your car that broke down. Maybe that's the kind of guy I should be with. Maybe I'm stupid for shrugging it off. But I want a challenge. I don't want someone who worships me. I want a team mate. My equal. Who knows my in's and out's and won't fall for my bullshit. I want playful banter. And I want someone who is not a selfish lover. Now that I've had a taste of good sex, I don't want to go back. I want that person, my challenge, my equal, my friend and I to have the most amazing love-making ever. I don't think you necessarily have to be "in love" to be making love. I think sometimes it's just a different way of having sex. Slow, passionate and both totally aware of the others body. Whether you've been seeing eachother for a while or whether you're just really good friends. I think it's best when you know the person well and trust them though. It allows you to let loose and not worry about how you look but how you both feel. I don't know how I've gone from "nice guys finish last" to talking about sex. It happens a lot.
 My mind is in the proverbial gutter often.